unhealable pain

Thinking of you again and again the pain im getting is unbearable Its more than a headache the pain im getting each and every second of my life, i cannot explain your words are flying all over my head, like your wispering in my ears i keep on waiting and my tears keep on falling my friends say why am i waiting for someone who is not caring about me and my life i left my mind and the answer blank

and now i want to say that, though u dont care about me and my life, ill always do its not something which i can do, i know how i feels about you

 your the only one whome i know i can be with

 god, what had happened to me ?

am i going insane ?

i can live,but the pain always will disturb me if ur not with me, thats for sure